My heart is hurting
Those of you that know me know that I was diagnosed with Dukes C last year and I have been given the all clear. At the same time, a lovely man who was so very kind to me (prior to all this) was diagnosed. We have had treatments at the same time and supported one another throughout. He has now been told he is inoperable. Please help me know what to say to him. I know this isn't about me but I just am in bits - he owns the coffee franchise at Amersham Station and used to get someone to run a coffee on to the train for me if I was late - he has a kind word to say to everyone. To make things worse a very lovely lady that worked on the platform died of BC a few years ago - we all used to laugh and have fun together every morning. - I miss her terribly. I literally can't take the pain and just don't know what to say to him. I am so angry with this cruel disease. I care so much about all of you too and am finding it so hard to read some of the updates lately - I realise I am reading and not experiencing the symptoms and it's out of order to talk about my pain but it just hurts me so much. I care very much about all of you.