Past few weeks have been mental for me and I'm now in the worst place possible. At the end of Feb I went in for an operation to remove the tumours in my Liver. They took 80% of my liver and everyone was very pleased with how it had gone. I was told that the primary bowel cancer was pretty stable but it was a good idea to get on with surgery. So on Friday (6th) I came in for my bowel op. We had been lead to believe that this was a fairly routine op. When I came to I asked the Drs if it had gone well and the answer was no. They had not been able to remove any of the tumour safely. So the sewed me up and I'm now terminal.
Words can't describe how I feel, I am sure some of you have been here. I don't know what I am supposed to do now.