I’m new to this forum, been reading all the helpful info and seeing all the incredible support everyone shows each other. So helpful. Haven’t been too comfortable posting anything, not so great at chat rooms, forums etc! I was diagnosed November 2017, and MRI staging has me T3N1b, I’ve been through a six week course of chemoradiation and now waiting to have follow up this week from that to see how effective it’s been. I’m nervous as hell and so anxious, not able to sleep. For the first time since my diagnosis I feel scared. I’ve tried all the recommended things to work through this, but I just keep thinking about my child and how unfair it is that our families are so impacted by this disease.