Returning to work. Mixed Feelings.
Well the time has come to go back to work. This has been a really difficult decision whether to return or not. Like all of us the last period has been an absolute roller coaster with many lessons learned in the journey of life along with a true test of resilience. So it is with mixed feelings I have decided to return initially 2 days a week in a lesser role at Boots head office. I'm lucky that I feel really well and next surveillance scan is April 2018. My dilemma is should I seize the moment and travel more and take up more hobbies or should I resume some level of normality. On balance I've opted for the latter. I'm on a 6 week phased return to work plan starting next week initially doing 2 days so hopefully I can balance a bit of both and have some planned holidays. I'm seeing my trusted physchologist today so will be interested to get her take on it. With that in mind I most likely will step away from the forum for a while and will check in periodically with updates. My gut feeling is that once I'm back in the work place I may regret not having the freedom to do what I would like to do but it may just be a stepping stone in my recovery process psychologically. I'm a big advocate of the forum and very thankful for all the support from everyone on here. We did some filming back in September so hopefully you will see that soon. Lots of love and strength all on individual journies. Bridget