Feeling rather blue
I just wanted to have a wee outlet for my emotions. I realise I’m so much more fortunate than many on here but I feel a bit weepy today. Most of the time I genuinely feel very positive but today I’m just feeling this is SO tough. I’m not on any active treatment right now ..waiting on liver biopsy results next week but after a pelvic extenerarion where I’ve basically lost everything down below I now have a permanent Ileostomy and urostomy. I’ve adjusted pretty well to be fair but I’m about 3 months on from having a whipple’s where I lost some of my small bowel too so it means that managing my ileostomy is tougher..
Anyway you know when you just have a moment where you have to recognise that actually yes I’m so glad to be alive and doing as much as I can but it’s ok to feel sorry for yourself every now and then and I know I can do it here and people understand. So thanks for being here and listensing. Means a lot.
Lots of love