'Thank you' to you all for your support ?⚘
I would like to say a MASSIVE thankyou to all you lovely lot who helped to advise me and support me whilst my Dad was dying. This is by far the BEST site I have come across where everybody is so friendly and seem like they genuinely care. You all really helped me to keep strong when I was losing one of the most important people in my life. So once again a MASSIVE thank you to you all and I will forever be grateful for such kindness.
It has been just over 6 weeks since my lovely Dad passed away from cancer. And although it feels like it has gone fast...it has still only been 6 weeks which is nothing. I cry for my Dad most days wishing he was here and trying to get my head around the fact I will never see him again...not in this lifetime anyways! It is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to face and I don't think I will ever truly forget what I witnessed over the months leading up to his death. So in time I may need some sort of councilling to help deal with everything. My mum is finding it extremely difficult and after losing so many people in her life she says this is the hardest and most painful loss of them all. I worry for her, but I'm trying my hardest to keep her spirits up even though I know it is still early days. I miss my Dad so much that no words can ever fully describe the extent of how much I miss him. I have even attempted to text him about something that I think he may like or find funny and I then remember he won't see the text and he won't ever reply to me again. That is the hardest part...remembering all the little things that made him who he was and realising there will never be another him again and that's when I realise what a massive hole I have now in my life that cannot ever be filled. I know in time it gets easier to deal with and that is comforting for me, however I just hope the same will apply for my mum.
I won't be on here very much anymore but I will return from time to time and hopefully I can help others on here when I am able to. I wish you all the best along your journeys!